Back again

Yes. yes.
I am back again with more to tell. Theres so many places I can begin but its hard to decide,
Well World just when I thought life was getting easier and things were going fantastic it changed in an instant. I finally got a job, I was happy where my life was at and BAM ! My dad had to kill it all.
Okay My dad is well my dad. I cant change who he is and how he is but if i could I would in a heartbeat. He always says he wants whats best. But sometimes whats best is to leave me alone and let me be who I want. But enough about the father cause I could ramble on and on about the mean stuff.
On the plus side theres a guy (: A very intriguing guy ! I am not giving out names just because I dont know who you people who rease these are and I never know who you know! Okay so about him. Well hes 17 I know a little young But hes a fanastic guy. Always makes me smile when i dont want to , He acts childish which i adore the most because im a kid myself. Hes caring . Hates when im upset.
Okay no where not dating.. i dont know if we ever will but hey i take what i can get =p. Friends with benefits if thats what you call it. Hes very sensetive which is attractive. I know you people must think im fucking retarted but I like sensetive guys. Im pretty sensetive myself.
Okay what else is going on.. Hm work Let me fill you in about work.
So yes I work at SHAWS. Its shitty pay. But I like the people i work with . Not all the time but most.
Excuse me a moment. My sister is bothering me about Tweeting on Twitter < < <
Okay sorry were discussing my future husband Justin Beiber. New color (:
Just because Black is to plain for me. I tend to talk alot dont i ? Your all like SHUT UP MADDY
and me Im all like *HYPER HYPER HYPER* The random things in life that make you wonder.
Hm what else to write about.
Oh how dumb my babys father happens to be. The last time I was here on my other profile I was with him. Well for all of you to know im not with him. There is a reason for that. He thinks parenthood is a game. Theres nothing funny about it. I love being a mom. Yes Im only 19 almost 20 but she is my life.
My resposibility. God damn it i dont even make him pay child support. I know I should but im too nice of a person. Every little bit of money i get goes to my daughter, For clothes and shoes and crap. She is the love of my life!
I would never ask for more.
I bitch alot dont I ? I wonder if you people actually read these or if i just post them for nothing.
I will be back later if anything new happens, I am a bit tired of complaining. I just wish I could get a break once in a while.
Peace (: (: <3>